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x_evilbritney_x
B-Wicked
Tue, Dec. 13th, 2005 10:47 pm
You know, it's really fucking amusing that I've been here for a couple of days, working for a boss that isn't even here. It would be nice to get some notification please!


...

Has anyone seen Faith? I have papers for her to sign and I tried calling her boss, but he seems to be gone too. Where is everyone?

Oh well, I'm going shopping.

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B-Wicked
Sun, Dec. 4th, 2005 12:14 am
LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:x_evilbritney_x
Your haiku:called and i saw
a nice looking club or a
preview to my lips
Username:
Created by Grahame


Wow.

//Locked against Ms. Hanley//

This fucking job is easy. Less work, sweet pay.

//Unlocked//

xoxo,
Brit

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B-Wicked
Thu, Nov. 3rd, 2005 12:49 am
"I need to take a piss."

Finally, he needed to do something that didn't require me standing there and watching him. Not that I didn't mind watching him, but damnit, this fucking act that he was putting up, I didn't understand it for one. When did he honestly get so tough? I guess time does change and the fact that Justin changed just like that was kinda ... throwing me off. Him coming here, wondering about me ... yeah, can't say I didn't like that cause come on, he's hot and the fact that I haven't gotten laid since Lindsey up and left, well, that put a lot of my thoughts into consideration. But him wanting to go and see Alyx? Yeah fucking right. I wasn't going to take him. Especially after I let her favorite fucking Slayer go free? She's kill him right in front of me without a second thought! I wasn't going to put him through that, not when I planned on having my little feast later on. Oh yeah, I was making him mine and this time I was doing it right. It wasn't going to be the same with Lindsey. I fucked that up, this? I so wasn't fucking up.

"Fine," I said evenly and watched him as he walked into the other room. Downing my beer, I put the empy bottle on the counter, grabbed my keys and then I was out the door. I had to see Alyx, but I sure as shit wasn't taking him with me.

I ran down the steps practically until I opened the door that led me outside into the parking lot of his apartment before getting in my car and driving off. He was going to be really pissed off at me but at this moment I didn't care. In fact, I didn't care at all. He should be so fucking lucky, I'm saving his life! For now anyway.

Pulling into traffic, it didn't take me long to get back into downtown LA and I could see signs for Wolfram and Hart. Time to face the music and I really doubted a cute smile and a plea to do whatever she wanted wasn't going to work. But, I had to because really? She was all I had left and I didn't want her to toss me out because if she did that, I wouldn't exist anymore and I kinda like it here. Hey, I get whatever I want, whenever I want, so ... why would I want to leave that behind? Who would want to leave that behind, not alot of people, or vampires for that matter.

I was getting hungry though and I was thinking that I should stop off and get something, then I regretted not getting some yummyness from Justin before I left, but fuck! He would have followed me, even if he had to crawl and I didn't want to see him like that. Whatever. At a stop light, I let the top down as I waited, letting the night air flow through the car. Pulling off my clip, I tossed it in the passenger seat and fluffed my hair as I looked around, trying to find a potential dinner.

That's when I saw her. She was kinda cute, tall, lean, great fucking body and I bet she'd make a tasty little dinner. The light turned green and I kept my eyes on her as I drove slowly past her, then pulled in to the next parking lot, waiting for her to walk by. Turning off the car, I sat there for a bit, waiting for her to come into view and when she did? I grinned and got out of the car, walking up to the sidewalk.

"Hey, I'm lost, think you can help me?"

Current Mood: devious
Current Music: Mega Mix of Spearz Hits

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B-Wicked
Sat, Sep. 3rd, 2005 01:14 am

I gave him one last look before heading downstairs. It felt good that he was back but really? It fucking sucked because we're different now, but that wasn't going to stop me from having my way with him. Besides, he wasn't that scared of me anyway and he could handle it. I think. Well, no he couldn't. I was a vampire, he was a human. But, when I was done with him? He'd be by my side and doing whatever I told him too just because I knew how he worked. I can smell and feel the love coming off of him and all that love was for me. And lust, but that was something totally different.

Walking downstairs, I passed Edmundo as he went to his room and closed the door behind him. Fucker, I hated him so much and ... what was that I smelled? I ... was Alyx here? I didn't hear her come in. What the fuck? She never see's me anymore and not that I really wanted her to come upstairs anyway, but still. The thought of it would be fucking nice once in awhile. Okay, so we did go and hang out even though she was really busy and I was grateful for that. So, hey, I guess it's okay. She's the only one in my life that I know won't go anywhere. She was my mommy and that was that.

Walking into her room, I stopped when I realized there was a heartbeat. Who the fuck did she have in here? I looked on the bed, but just saw ruffled up sheets where they were perfect before and then ... was that Faith? In a cage? Grinning, I walked over and realized that Alyx had left her in here, all alone. Ooh, this was going to be fun.

"What the hell?" I grinned and looked in on her. "What is she doing to you now?" Probably saving her for me. Hopefully, in that case, I might as well just take her out now and eat her, but I'm sure with Alyx when it has to do with Faith, there's this big fucking thing that's going on. It always it when it comes to her.

I turned my attention to the dresser and I saw that wooden box on top. Just what I wanted. I walked over and opened it, grabbing a joint.

"Well, it was fun seeing you all locked up and pretty like, I'm sure I'll see you around," I said as I walked to the door.

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B-Wicked
Sat, Sep. 3rd, 2005 01:08 am

I gave him one last look before heading downstairs. It felt good that he was back but really? It fucking sucked because we're different now, but that wasn't going to stop me from having my way with him. Besides, he wasn't that scared of me anyway and he could handle it. I think. Well, no he couldn't. I was a vampire, he was a human. But, when I was done with him? He'd be by my side and doing whatever I told him too just because I knew how he worked. I can smell and feel the love coming off of him and all that love was for me. And lust, but that was something totally different.

Walking downstairs, I passed Edmundo as he went to his room and closed the door behind him. Fucker, I hated him so much and ... what was that I smelled? I ... was Alyx here? I didn't hear her come in. What the fuck? She never see's me anymore and not that I really wanted her to come upstairs anyway, but still. The thought of it would be fucking nice once in awhile. Okay, so we did go and hang out even though she was really busy and I was grateful for that. So, hey, I guess it's okay. She's the only one in my life that I know won't go anywhere. She was my mommy and that was that.

Walking into her room, I pushed the door open and realized that she was in bed. Fuck. Walking slowly, I headed to her dresser and something ... was that a heartbeat? I grinned and stood up on the tips of my toes, trying to figure out who she brought home with her. But it was only her in her bed. Shrugging, I grabbed a joint and turned around, seeing a cage and who was that?

Slowly, I walked over to it and bent down, seeing ... Holy shit. Faith. I almost wanted to laugh, actually, I did want to but I couldn't cause she was right there. Alyx. Sleeping. She'd fucking end me if I woke her up.

"Well, look at you," I whispered. "You're back and what the fuck is she doing to you now?" I asked her and looked over at the bed, making sure Alyx wasn't up.

(open to Faithy and Justin)

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B-Wicked
Thu, Aug. 25th, 2005 10:46 pm

I had called Bailey and told her to come over, but she was busy doing something and she said she'd be back over soon. Well, later on tonight, whatever. Now I just had the whole place to myself, which was really fucking lonely. I hated it. I hated Lindsey for doing this to me. Making me care about him and then him leaving just like that. Fucking asshole. I hope Alyx finds him and ... bolts him alot. I could go shopping, but I didn't feel like moving. A vampire that was fucking depressed? Yeah, I know. Pathetic, but damnit, still. I think about him all the time and wonder what he's doing and then I roll over and don't care anymore until the next fucking day.

Thanks alot Lindsey.

Now I was bored with nothing to do at all and the thought of even doing anything was fucking me up. But, I did know where Alyx's stash was. That brought a grin to my lips. Getting up I walked over to Alyx's room but was stopped by Edmundo. Fuck, didn't we kill him like a million fucking times and no matter what, he just kept on coming back. To haunt me.

"I don't think you should go in there." He told me and I rolled my eyes.

"You know I'm really fucking bored right now and I could just pop your head off and toss it out the window just for the fucking fun of it. I mean, no worries you'll come back and all, but still. LEAVE me alone. Thank you," I snapped and walked past him before walking into Alyx's room and slamming the door behind me.

Looking around the room, my eyes settled on her very expensive box that already had what I wanted inside, all ready for me. Walking over to it, I grabbed the box and opened it up, grabbing three joints before shutting it and setting it back on the dresser.

She won't even notice.

Quickly, I walked back out of the room and shut the door and headed for the back porch. This was one thing I loved about Alyx, well, except for everything. The fact that she made me like this so I could go outside in the sunshine. I was so fucking spoiled. I heard Pookie following me and I let her outside with me. She was the one thing that I had left that had to like me. Stupid dog. Shaking my head, I sat down and grabbed the lighter so I could spark it up.

At least now I'd be relaxed. Somewhat.

Fucking asshole.

Current Mood: cranky

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B-Wicked
Mon, Jun. 6th, 2005 02:38 am
Just like that he was gone and I was alone and in this big fucking huge house and nothing ... to do or talk to or anything. It was his fault and he left me. I should have left him, but I didn't. This bottle of wine wasn't helping either, it was only making everything fucking worse and now I had a fucking pounding headache. Pookie wasn't even bothering me, she just kept to herself. Tossing the bottle of wine, I didn't care where it landed, everything in this house was his anyway, so I didn't care if a little bit of red wine stained it. He was already stained and tainted by the fucking lawfirm, who cares if the white rug is all disgusting. God, I fucking hated him.

Stumbling my way into the foyer, I glanced at the marble tile where the rest of his guitar lay. Just a thing of junk and I saw the rage he had in his eyes when saw that I threw it over the banister. So much rage and fucking passion. For a guitar. Never for me. Kicking the stray pieces out of my way, I didn't pay it no mind as I walked past and toward the backporch, just looking around. No friends. Except for Alyx. I don't want to trouble her with this, but I had nothing else to do, or no one else to talk to. With a sigh, I walked myself back inside the house and into the kitchen. Grabbing the cordless, I stood there, leaning against the counter as I tried to figure out what her number was. After two minutes I finally realized that I didn't have her number so I'd have to dial 411.

I gave the operator the information and pretty soon the line was ringing and I'd be talking to her, shortly anyway. I didn't care, I just needed ... something and apparently, Lindsey couldn't give it to me cause he walked out like a big coward that he is.

"The Pink Cherry, how may I direct your call?" Came the voice of an operator. I didn't know that places like that would have an actual operator. What the fuck? Who cares, I don't care. Why am I thinking about that.

"Alyx ... please."

"I'm sorry, Alyx is gone for the day, but she should be back tonight, would you like to leave a message so she could get back to you?"

It was pointless, this whole ... thing. I took a chance and she wasn't even there and that was a pretty clear sign that I should just stay away and go back to mom and dads. Which, I didn't want to do, but I knew that I had to cause ... that's where I belonged.

"No, it's fine," I muttered and hung up the phone. I was tempted on calling Lindsey just so I could cuss him out again and most likely he would pick up the phone, but I just didn't want to hear his voice. Right now? That voice made my skin crawl and I hoped he got everything that came to him.

Fuck, I missed him so much.

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B-Wicked
Mon, May. 16th, 2005 11:44 pm

Ever since I saw Alyx, my body has been humming for that satisfaction that I'm craving. Don't think I'd ever get it, cause the only way that I could would be from Alyx. Didn't matter though, I have what I need and want and that would be Lindsey. Even if he's never home, or when he does come home, he's late. His nephew is here and I've barely seen him and that's cool. That leaves me with the house to myself to do what I want. Even if that means invite Alyx over and just ... hang out. But, I'm too much of a fucking chicken, besides, I'd rather my husband not come home to see me going at it with some hot chick. Hot chick with great fucking hair, a body to die for and really good breath. Which is odd nowadays.

Sighing, I did my usual thing and picked up the house, the stuff that has to be done before the maids come over supposedly. There's things that they just won't do and I wonder why we even bother with them, I do more work than them. I'm almost tempted to call Lindsey, but I know that would be a bad idea. I've never really called him before during the day, I can't remember when I have and to start today to just tell him that I want him really fucking bad? Not going to fly. At least I don't think so. He's a smart business man, lawyer ... even if it's for a firm like Wolfram and Hart, which I still dont' know anything about, but he doesn't need his wife calling for something like that, so I won't.

I'll just jump him when he gets home.

I should be worried that Connor hasn't been around, but what am I to do? Lindsey said he was going to be off doing his own thing so I guess there isn't anything to worry about. He probably just met some girl and is giving her the time of her life. Yeah, so fucking sure, Connor is like a baby and he should be well, I don't know.

Whatever, I guess I'll just do what I usually do.

Wait on Lindsey to get home.

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B-Wicked
Tue, Apr. 19th, 2005 10:18 pm

Lindsey was still sleeping. I woke up some time later and just watched him. My fingers reached out, tracing his busted lip, the bruise that's fading on his cheek, then down to the small burns that are also fading on his chest. Hey, he tied me up, so I burned him, what did he fucking expect? A small grin came to my lips and I sighed quietly. The room was a fucking mess, that was clear as I looked around the room. Oh well, not my fucking problem. Dead guy in the tub, us in the bed, him sleeping with me looking at him. Rolling my eyes, I scooted off the bed and slowly tiptoed around the room, making sure not to step on glass and broken lightbulbs.

Knew we had to leave this place soon, the sun would be down anytime. Not sure where we're going now, but we couldn't stay here. Picked up my clothes and put them on before sitting down in a chair and lighting up a cigarette. I wondered what Alyx was doing, I know she was having her ... attention turned to Angelus and Faith, I wonder how that worked out. She hasn't called and I guess that's okay. I mean, why should she? She doesn't answer to me, I answer to her and that's it pretty much.

I wasn't really sure what Lindsey and I were going to do, but, I did know that he wanted to get out of this town. Me on the other hand, didn't. I didn't want to leave Alyx, no matter how she treated me. She was someone I needed.

Glancing over at Lindsey, I crushed out my cigarette as he stirred before getting up and moving over to him slowly on the bed. Pushing him over on his back, I straddled his body and I had the slight urge to slap him, but I didn't.

"Hey, Lindsey ... Lindsey!" I frowned and shook him a bit. "Baby, wake up."

(Open to Lindsey)

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B-Wicked
Tue, Mar. 22nd, 2005 01:09 am

That was it. The fucking black thorn whatever the fuck was over with, I was so fucking happy. And? Alyx took off Lindsey's bracelet which meant that he could do whatever he wanted ... even leave me, but you know what? I don't care. Okay, that's a fucking lie because I care so much. He's the only thing, person, whatever that I do care about. Besides Alyx. But the thing is, is ... I want to love him and that makes me the most worst fucking vampire on earth probably. I don't fucking care.

We walked out of there and I just had this smile on my face cause I wasn't sure what was going to happen, but no matter what, everything would be fine. For now. I knew it would be. We'd never be normal, I knew that, but still, we could try. I couldn't give him what other girls could if that's what he wanted, like a family or something, but I don't think ... with what he does that would be what he wants, so I guess that's a fucking good thing. And if he does want that then he'll just leave. Only he won't get far cause I'd kill him before he left city limits. He was mine and nothing was going to change that.

Okay, so I'm a little fucking crazy when it comes to that, but shit, I changed because of him and no one is going to take that away from me, not even him.

We walked down to the car and we both got in. I wasn't even sure if we were even going back to the apartment, truth was, I didn't care. I didn't care about anything right now besides going somewhere with him.

"So, what do you wanna do now?" I asked and leaned over, kissing on his neck before sitting back in my seat and grabbing a cigarette, lighting it up. "We can do whatever ... go wherever. We don't even have to stay here if you don't want to," I told him with a grin on my face.

(open for Lindsey)

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